So my face hasn't fully healed yet.
I oozed real bad today.
And I feel like the biggest failure on Earth.
I dropped my English class Thursday. I was failing it and they said I wouldn't have to pay any of the loan back.
So as I do this my thoughts and people telling me that my reasons seem to be my own laziness.
I hate how lazy I am.
I hate feeling like a failure at anything.
My face doesn't help my self esteem any.
I want to act so so bad and now I know two-TWO-people with connections and my face isn't giving me a break.
This is fucking fabulous. I want to be in a movie or a commercial, or just do something I wont fail at!!
School just lowers my esteem with every "F" grade I get.
I am starting to believe that thier isn't any hope for me.
This thing on my face will last forever, I will be too dumb to make it through college and I will forever be working fast food.
I am destined to be invisible. To go unnoticed by hardly anyone.
Bills are coming close to being late.
I just am not happy here.
I just don't wanna fail anymore.
Por sempre Guasto.
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