Could I feel worse?

Ok so I hate life.
Just getting out there and open.
I hate almost everything right now.
My dogs are destroying shit again.
The great news the latest things ruined in the carpet behind the couch.
Skye has torn a whole in the carpet.
Awesome. So I call to let Mom know. BAD.
So since I didnt get off work til almost midnight the dogs were left in the cages for almost 2 hours. So its all my fault.
It was my fault that 5 for 5.95 Tuesday at Sonic was actually busy.
It was my fault that since it was so busy I got nothing done til 10 on the dot.
Then we had to wait for Bi Lo(Alex) to get done.
He is the slowest worker ever.
SO I am to blame and have to help Mom pay for the repairs now.
I wouldnt have a problem with it normally but its the fucking way she said it.
She can be such a bitch sometimes.
I hate feeling depressed.
No one at work takes work seriously so it makes me not want to work as hard as I use to.
Therefore I feel like I am working hard to get nowhere and accomplish shit.
That makes all the work I have done worthwhile. NOT.
Then I cant pay attention to class because I believe I might fail all of them.
SUCKS.
How can I be positive when everything seems to be going wrong?
My sleep pattern is waaaaay off.
It is 2 am and I am not even close to tired.
I have to be at school at 8 am.
I might just not sleep at all tonight.
I might nap. But I dont know.
I want to move to the UK.
Ciao.